blogs and journalling in general are good.
Dont be afraid to post and ask for help too tho. for example I crapped myself in my drunk stupor and slept in my own vomit more times then i can count. There aint no shame in my game lol.
we've all been there it sucks and everyone here will want to see you sucede in sobriety.
sometimes in early sobriety all i had to cling to was the fact that i didnt drink... yet.. that day. Or i'd ask myself what will it benefit me to drink I could never come up with a good answer unless i wanted to ******** myself. Or i'd think well i got these problems this horrible anxious feeling. if i drink i'm only going to make things worse i'm not going to add any value to my life so this crap i got going on now that i'm not happy with while it might suck its better then the alternative so i kept moving forward.