Originally Posted by
Nowsthetime 
Hello:
Please put your daughter first. This isn't only about you and what you want...
You know this person is an addict that has already stoked from you. Do not let him around anymore.
There's nothing you can do for him, but you can do this for you and your daughter.
I feel very used. The fact I was intimate with him in Nov and him declaring his love. Then saying he wanted a nice Xmas together etc and I'm the live of his life. When he gets clean in prison will he look back at the lovely relationship we once had? Do they feel remorse when they get clean? J just want to know will he think about me at all. We used to watch movies together, walk the dog's, couldn't keep our hands off eachother, laugh alot, etc. Will he go back to the memory when clean or am I just a distant memory. He did love me. I hate the fact he's intimate with another woman. It kills me. I gave him my body, love, support, home etc.