Originally Posted by
casinva The straw that broke the camel's back for me was when, in a moment of exasperation, I blurted out, "Maybe I should just start drinking again so that we can drink together, like we used to." I didn't mean it and am not really sure why I even said it as I have ZERO desire to drink. His response to that was "I'd really like that."
casinva, I can't imagine how painful this must have been.
Welcome to F&F, and I hope you can find some support and healing here.
Congratulations on maintaining your sobriety through all of this.