Thank you all. I so very much appreciate all your feedback more than you know. Last night I was feeling strong and angry about it and was feeling OK about being able to move on. Today, sitting here having a moment of weakness. The tears are still flowing.
A term I just recently learned, have never heard of: A Dry Drunk
Even though he's not physically pouring bottles of vodka down his throat he's still that same drunk. Will still have the same behaviours, act the same way ... correct?
Has anyone had any experience with BetterHelp.com? A one on one online counseling platform. Think I may give that a shot ...