Originally Posted by
Mrswoo 
Why am I more angry at him being with someone else than what he did to me?
Because at the moment, you have a very unhealthy idea of what love is and what it feels like. That's okay, a lot of us struggled with this and learned that until we began to treat ourselves with the love and respect we deserved, we'd settle for relationships where our partner didn't either.
But your SAFETY is paramount here, Mrswoo. Don't wait for the police to get back to you about your statement, go down there and give it to them. Keep him blocked, and stop checking up on whatever he is doing. The less you feed this beast, the less power it will have over you.