Originally Posted by
Ken0331 
Well I didn't drink to "have fun". I drank to escape a great deal of things I didn't want to face or accept.
And enjoying sobriety didn't just happen to me one day b/c I wished for it, prayed for it, filled my life up with distractions to keep me occupied, or have Tinkerbelle sprinkle fairy dust on me.
It was a result of a lot of effort and some tough, getting-honest with-myself-and-others work.
What are your plans to get it? Because I can tell you that just "waiting" for it to happen won't bring it about.
Definitely not just sitting around waiting for it. I have been changing things I do everyday and the people I talk too. I will start to go to AA meetings regularly... even counseling.
I started to drink because it was fun, then it became because I had to cope with day to day struggles. I meant to say I cant wait for the day I dont feel the urge to grab a bottle to cope, its a long road ahead