33 Days..
Today I'm 33days without alcohol ...
And I can honestly say hand on heart without this site I wouldn't have made it this far ...
I drank a bottle of wine every night ...
At weekends it was two a night ....
And blackouts ....guilt ... Trying to hide all the bottles before my family woke up ...
It was horrible
I suffer from depression and anxiety ...
And from quitting alcohol both have balanced out so much ....
Yes last night I would have loved a glass of wine ....
But I popped on here and I had my soda water and lime ....
In bed at 10.30 with my kindle ...and felt so content .....
The bad times like the night before Christmas Eve when I drove my car with 2 bottles of wine in me to lift my son was my WAKE UP CALL....I couldn't believe I actually drove ....
Sorry for rambling on
I want to thank everyone here an just to say you are all amazing from day one to 20 years of drink
Much love all
Caralara ♡