Thanks Arp I will indeed press on!
I think I am a little over-sensitive. Not great at reading peoples intentions. Been like that for years really and that's why I'm not great at friendships. I read into allsorts of so-called non verbal signals that maybe aren't even there. So by assuming there's malice in my girls' lack of help it is of course the default position of why bother doing it when good-old-mum will.
I had a lovely early night last night. Hot shower and a facial which made me feel much better. I am flagging a little though. Just got to try and stay steady for the last push (I'm working all weekend) and eat right and sleep well.
I have indeed ordered the calendar. It will be lovely thinking we all have the same thing to refer to every day this year. Mayflies together gang!
