Hi, pkkp.
Welcome
You are not alone.
There is tons of support here.
Appears your husband has relapsed.
So, nothing needs to happen this minute, but you might start putting together a plan that enables you to make choices.
I recommend a couple of things: educate yourself about alcohol addiction as much as you can. Sounds like you are learning through counselling, so that’s good.
There is a lot of good info here, called stickies, about alcohol addiction and its impact on families.
They are embedded at the top of each forum.
Knowledge is power.
If you can get to Al-Anon meetings, I strongly urge you to do so.
There you will meet people who share your experience or a variation, and it is a terrific source of support.
Last, do you have family to whom you can turn should you need to?
Peace and good luck.
Here when you need us.
Oh, one more thing, you didn’t cause it, you can’t cure it, and you can’t control it. Whether he drinks or not is really up to your husband.
Take good care.