I 'relapsed' or as I say "I got f'n wasted" at almost 8mo.. Very mild physical withdrawl...or whatever,but the drunken 'actions'/shame were the same the next morning. I felt like a horrible person for about a week. I didn't do anything illegal,this time,but the feeling of shame and "this isn't you"..were there again. After 1 night of getting trashed! Crazy.. Just start again like I did.. I consider that night a hiccup in my recovery. Hell..that night is in my post history and I hate to even read it today.. NO MORE of those!