So I already messed up.. I'm so mad at myself. Lasted 6 days. Went to a sports event last night. Had no intentions of drinking. I felt great and mentally strong all week, and I convinced myself Id be okay to go to this event.
As soon as I arrived, a horrible anxiety came over me, and the craving was to much to overcome. I ended up drinking 3 beers... definitely WAY less than I would have before I decided to quit.. however I am still very upset with myself.. The fact that I couldn't say no scares me.. The worst part about this, is that I lied to my wife when I got home and said I didnt drink.
With all that I have at risk, why did I still drink?