Originally Posted by
Guffman 
... I have to do it my way though. I will not submit to a higher power, I will not hand over my will.
No?
Well, I don't know about you, but my way and my will kept me stuck in the same old place. I still hung onto them until I really wanted to die though. Then I hit my personal rock bottom - at just over 6 months sober. Furnace of affliction and all that. I hope it's not as painful sticking to your guns as it was sticking to mine.
BB
PS I got rid of my guns in the end though - things are much better now.