Hi and welcome Goodlife
I had no idea how I might live without alcohol but I had no choice but to try as my drinking was killing me.
The good news is...it works out.
Sobriety is not remotely like what I thought it might be...it's a million times better
I rediscovered a me I'd forgotten...I love my life, and I'm not ashamed to look at myself in the mirror. I'm productive, content and my life has meaning.
Your life will change from what it is know - as will your ideas on fun, and probably your social circle will change a little too - but you'll change with it...I feel no sense of loss
The initial period is hard - no doubt about that - but it passes, and support really helps - it's worth it
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