Thanks Ghosted. Your words have really resonated with me. I am so sick of this battle with myself.
I am working all week this week so I will not drink. However, my 'problem' time will be the weekend. I have tended to drink from Friday through till Sunday... And I was drinking during the week as well.
I intend to make plans with my sober friend so that I am busy and away from temptation. There is no alcohol in the house and I will not buy anymore.
I intend to make today my day one.