Originally Posted by Sunflower17

I'm really struggling to cope with anxiety. I started drinking again after 8 days and I feel absolutely dreadful. I woke up this morning feeling like I had been hit by a bus. So I drank some wine to take the edge off.

I hate what I have become. I want to stop. I really want to stop.

I am dreading tonight and tomorrow as I will be so anxious and it will be awful.

So sorry for the self pity, I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.