Anxiety is worse beforehand
Sorry I haven’t been on this blog in weeks. Couldn’t get myself organized to find time; I was in a low place. I know this is a mistake; another issue I need to work on. I stayed AF thanks to the grace of God and taking Antabuse. Feeling stronger today. We are planning o go on a camping trip with my niece and her family this weekend. I’m feeling the urges to want to drink. I’ve noticed the anticipating that I I’ll want to d ink and feeling I will miss it is a big problem for me. OnceI decide that I’m not going to drink and plan what I will do instead I’m much better off. Being there and not drinking is easier for me it seems than this stressing beforehand about getting through the event without drinking. I don’t know if this make sense to anyone but it has hit me hard. The beforehand is a bigger problem for me than the actual event. God bless us all.