Hi Fiona
I relate to your predicament. I can share my perspective and what has worked for me so far.
I won't attend a meeting every day. Could I? Yes. I won't. There I said it
. For me it's a quality thing......and a commitment thing (she says as she skipped her meeting today to mop the floor......progress not perfection). I go to 3 meetings a week. That is working for me. The noon meeting I go to during the week is good. I learn. I listen. But it's not THE meeting. The women's meeting I attend on Sunday's is THE meeting. I love it. I'm all in. Quality. That is working for me today. Being honest with myself and making my commitments is central. I have to grow daily. If that means more meetings then so be it. But for me the next step is more service. Stay tuned.
Be honest. Find a woman's group. Find at least one meeting where you're all in. Share, service, reach out. Just my two cents....I'm learning everyday!