Well I've been reading all your replies.
Yes focusing on the way out/ solution is the only way.
How to do that... stick with the winners.
Guess I'm addicted to addiction!
That sucks!
It's a time will tell deal
If I'm serious about..
Breaking that back of it then I will!
I went to AA in December to my left an old timer with serious sobriety turned to me at the end of meeting and said.. ' you know what you have to do.. you have to break the back of it!
I drive home that night inspired!
Why didn't I just keep going back?
At the same meeting some guy pissed me off
Guess what, I focused on his comments and to be frank in hindsight his comments weren't confrontational or derogatory he was just a straight talking long time sober member too. He just had a different way of communicating it!
Grow up Ghoster
Tough it out and get on with solution living!
Then my name can be used on threads and posts here to help others like me.
G