I started writing this post
I was a couple of lines in and I had a call from a sober member of my fellowship SAA.
We have a lot in common..
I was honest with him in a way I can't be honest with outsiders.
Truth is today I'm still not making it.
This definitely gets more difficult to shut it down as the progression advances.
I am experiencing that now.
Pitiful incomprehensible demoralisation
There it is!!
But I answered a call
I'm posting on SR
There is still a light in me!
G