Hi,
please try not to feel guilty and dwell, lots of self care, self love and self nuturing. I bet it will feel so nice to wake up next Monday morning sober. Sober time will allow you to be productive again.
Being productive allows you to rebuild your life. This is what helped and inspired me. I was really in a hopeless situation. This allowed me a little bit of hope to get a few days sober. I had to start somewhere.
I hope you get a good nights sleep and just know you are safe and secure in this moment in time while your getting physically better. Nobody is going to hurt you. You don't have to do anything you don't want to , just rest and don't drink.