Originally Posted by
fotographia 
It turns out I am not an alcoholic, or drug addict at all.
I really hope you're right. I really, really do. It's just hard for me to believe anyone without an alcohol or drug problem would devote this much time to thinking about it and finding a recovery website about it and writing about it. If you are right and you truly don't have an alcohol problem and this was just all some kooky thing you were manipulated into believing, then you might have other issues (no offense meant) that therapy would help with. I say that as someone who has very much benefited from therapy herself!