Thank you all for the support. Today is day 5.. I'm faced with a horrible situation (for me, anyway).
This weekend is my birthday and a few weeks back, we made plans to go to Las Vegas for a couple of days. I'm really dreading it. It's only a 4 hour drive from Los Angeles and we usually go several times a year. I've never been there without drinking all the free booze one can handle (or not handle)..
Every time I think about it, I get obsessive thoughts in my head about how I'm going to react... What am I going to do? How will I have fun??!! I almost feel like canceling the whole thing, but on the other hand, I know that I have to face my fears. Do everything I would normally do, only do it sober!
I have a feeling this is going to be the ultimate test for me.