Going home relapse
I went home for two weeks to scotland and during this time I relapsed. For some reason when I visit home, I find it hard to stay sober and end up binge drinking. There are a lot of conflicts going on within my family and I felt really displaced, like an outsider. I still dont know why I drunk so much, but I did and it led to arguements and having to start over again. I am so fed up. I was doing so well. I am back in mainland Europe (where I live)and not even tempted to drink. I wish I knew why going back home is such a massive trigger for me. I didnt realise it until recently.
I feel so down about my drinking, family and being alone. Thanks for reading.