I sooooo badly want to take a vacation, an all enclusive seem to be the best deal around and my partner does drink. I am at like 104 or 105 day so sober and I am in no shape to go to that kind of territory.
I've already planned drinking in my head if I were to go to something like that. While I was shopping around for a vacation, for fun, not even for real!!!
My thinking :
It's just one time
Your on vacation
Just watch how much you have
Don't drink until it's dark out
No day drinking
It's another country, not home it doesn't count
Blaaaa Blaaaa blaaaa
In reality
I can't drink
I don't want to drink
I love waking up free and clear
I make awesome choices sober
Drinking isn't Fun for me anymore
I don't have these thoughts at home, my safe space. Probably because I'm in a routine, familiar with my surroundings, stores and hours and so on.
If you do go, I wish you the best. For me, I can't yet. Because my brain had other plans for my body that I know I am not OK with
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