Originally Posted by
Donnie34 
I've never tried a meeting or even considered trying something like this before. I've always believed that I could heal myself and I did for awhile on multiple occasions. The problem is when I fall back in the hole is much deeper and its much tougher to get out. I've lost alot of good friends because of my problem , even family. So I guess one could say I'm trying something new because I dont want to be that person anymore.
Yeah I believed that to until I had a swollen pancreas. Alcohol will kill you slowly with suffering, it should actually be a form of self harm. Little Emo kids cut their arms and its an emergency but for us no one care. Yet we are the worst form of self harm.
But do you want to die like that? Or do you want to die happy and free and healthy? I don't want to die drunk on benzo's and morphine, I want to face my creator.