This is my first real go besides when I’ve been pregnant and just don’t drink then because I really can’t, or something like that. I’m not sure what causes me to drink. When I’m pregnant I’m so focused on the life I’m growing inside me and all the aspects of anticipation of a new baby, so I haven’t really ever had to face the why. Is there a way to look into that in a good and constructive way? I’ve been a little nervous of what I’d find, my drinking in my mind has always been a boredom thing or a take the edge off but From what I’ve heard about alcoholism it’s usually more than that.