Can't ignore it today
Oh my word today I'm struggling.... Bad. Trying to stay away from the house as my fiancé is out and I know iw there is alcohol at home.
I've cried all the way home, I want to drink and for some reason today I feel angry resentful and jealous. I'm lonely and I really feel it especially this time between Xmas and new year, everyone's out and I have no one. Iv even started to convince myself that my partner is being controlling and that I don't have a problem at all.
Today it has hit me like a tonne if bricks.