hope you stick around wildflower. I've been on and off this site for 6 years, managed 3.5 years sober because of SR but picked up again last year. Been on and off it since. Every time I come back and am embarrassed and ashamed and feel like people will think I'm not taking it seriously. I am it's just so hard.
I have never received anything other than a warm welcome and unconditional support. Ok sometimes hard words may be said, tough love from some, but maybe that's because the truth hurts.
The most important thing is that we do keep coming back. I know I can't get sober without SR and when I left it before I started drinking again. please stick around. We're all here for you and your posts help others too.