Originally Posted by
Cuckoo 
Its so unfair on our friends and family.
I am convinced that people dont like me and avoid socialising with me.
This is probably more in my head but I wouldnt want me near the wine bottles !!
I am sick, sick, sick of this rubbish, limiting way of living.
Like a child with a sweetie jar, its pathetic.
I describe my drinking habit as greedy with no off button.
I seriously need to make it stick this time. I am going to get a plan together.
C
I totally agree. I can see the strain on my husband's face when I pick up a drink. It's so selfish of me to do that to my marriage. And I'm the same..... I just can't stop once I start. It absolute binging and it's disgusting.
A plan is a really good idea. I've half-arsed it before but a proper solid plan looks like it's essential.
I've just started a thread about shared struggles. Do you want to start day 1 together now and post on there every day to check in? I did it with someone before and it was a great motivator and really supportive. It's just an idea so no worries if you are not up for it. Gabe x