I don't post a bunch anymore but want to let you know I read your comment and wanted the send some positive energy your way.
While I haven't followed your journey, I choose to believe your humility (evidenced by your post) and resiliency (demonstrated by continuing to battle this thing) are key strengths.
If you choose to frame this as being either a member of one group or another, perhaps including yourself in the larger context of those who recognize and confront an issue would be helpful.
Ultimately, failures are events- not people. I have the sense that you will learn from your experience and march forward. I hope you allow the group to be part of your journey.