I just got home from work. Thanks for all the responses. I know everybody is on here to help and support everybody. For that I apologize if I was a bit of a dick this morning. However I honestly know that I want to stop. I do hate it, it doesn't taste good anymore, I sleep better without it, Blah,blah blah blah blah. I feel like "been there done that got the t-shirt". If that makes sense. I was talking to my wife the other day and told her how hard it is, and she reminded me when I quit smoking 20 years ago all I did was finish one one day and that was it. Weird eh? DONE! just like that. Never had a craving, or cheated. Just done. The devil water is a tricky little bugger though. I just need to find what works for me. And I do believe that 2018 will bring it. Still waiting on all of your NYE plans. Mine are simple Going to do what we do every year.. Go out for dinner, hit a casino, lose $40 in 5 minutes, go home and fall asleep by 9 pm.. LOLOLOL. Thats the honest truth.