Originally Posted by
JustTony 
No this site is for sober folks, people trying to get sober, and people that are constantly drunk and are reaching out in desperation.
I'm not sick of you. I've seen a few of your posts. Not many. But a few. You seem intelligent and caring and you share many of my goals. Why wouldn't I want to converse with you???
Thanks Tony, I am so appreciative of your kind words. I am a smart woman with an entire life worth living. I know this isn't an excuse, but when I talk to my mom I simply want to die. Simple as that. I tried to commit suicide several times as a younger person,I think that I chose drinking myself to death as a more realistic approach. Silly huh? I know what I should do, but all I want is for her to love me and want me...and she isn't capable. I need a reason to live...beyond my own taking up space sort of reason....xx thanks guys...please hang in with me