I need help..I'm on the edge
I tried to make it, i was 45 days sober and caved in. I drank 3 liters of wine last night and 1.5 liters today. I'm giving the amounts to face it, make myself accountable for my drinking. I was done, i never wanted to drink again. Then on Sunday morning my mind said"go get it, go get it now", and the rest is history. I know you guys have heard my story, I know it's getting old, I know you don't want to hear another relapse song and dance. I just don't know where else to turn, I don't have anyone left. I am sorry.