Originally Posted by
wildflower70 
Thank you Dee, Hevyn, least, and Anna.
As I said, I'm sure this irrational thinking and guilt. Guilt for not staying sober, shame to be posting that I drank instead of what I was going to do (self spa day at home). I am so grateful for the support here, it's my STINKING THINKING that gets the best of me.
I'm going to get back on the horse, start a new plan, get sober for a new year! I will stay here because I know it works (even when we don't think it's working) Love you all for your support...Thank you!!!
Wildflower, it is HARD. You coming on here shows you are trying and you want it. You WILL get this. You need to believe that, because it's true. Keep fighting until you win.