Originally Posted by
wildflower70 
I didn't make it Dee, I threw 45 days sober down the drain. I'm not into AA, I don't need impatient therapy. I can quit, but I can't stay that way. I always go back to my old friend (booze). I'm not sure if I should even be on this site anymore. This seems to be a site for people who stay sober.
This, of coarse could be irrational thoughts, or guilt.
Thank you Dee, Hevyn, least, and Anna.
As I said, I'm sure this irrational thinking and guilt. Guilt for not staying sober, shame to be posting that I drank instead of what I was going to do (self spa day at home). I am so grateful for the support here, it's my STINKING THINKING that gets the best of me.
I'm going to get back on the horse, start a new plan, get sober for a new year! I will stay here because I know it works (even when we don't think it's working) Love you all for your support...Thank you!!!
