vMan, countdown to Christmas 2018 seems a good plan. Take a lot of pictures this week to look at whenever you think picking up might be a solution to whatever cray AV thoughts come knocking. I still have anxiety now and then, it's in my nature...mostly after dental procedures.... I scroll through my pictures on the phone and it really helps. I don't have any drunken party pictures - just nature and happy times.
Eagle chick countdown too. 9 hours.
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