I think we’re essentially in the same phase of recovery. Kind of hesitant, unsure of commiting. But I think the fact that we KNOW there’s a problem Is the first step? I managed to get 17 days back in October- before that it’d been years since I’d even taken one day off. I fell off, continued thinking moderation, and ended up right where I’d been pretty quickly. It’s embarrassing, and defeating. It’s helped me even while drinking to tune in to SR, even if I reach out at my lowest, people here understand and really care. I care about you! I don’t want you to hurt yourself anymore! I hope tapering down works for you. We all have inherent value, goodness, love, light inside, beneath the drinking and pain and anger. I want to find that thing.