Returning
I appreciate you’re feedback and thoughts. I spent many hours here last dec-early Jan and it helped me so much, I quit for a week, then I turned back to old habits when I was devistated being denied to a school program which would give me a good career. I’m glad to be back and think this will be useful in trying to start recovery.
I got a call from my beat friend and we drink about a six pack each a week. (I drink a pint of vodka after he leaves) I didn’t answer his call which makes me feel bad but I didn’t want to let him know the place I was in due to shame. I plan on sobering enough to start tethering today and hopefully me at a point where we can have two beers Monday and that be it, hang out while drinks more and smoke a few cigarettes. And I hope either that wed or soon after I’ll have thether down and be sober
I really appreciate the no judgment and promise to try, I’m not positive I can do right now