Sonkien, we’re here for you. You made a good decision to reach out here. We understand what you’re going through. We know it’s tough. I’m on day 4. I didn’t/ still am not sure I’m ready, but just staying tuned here and reading others’ stories has given me a lot of strength and clarity about what and how to proceed. It really is an hour by hour struggle. Do what you think is necessary for you. If it doesn’t work, come back. There’s no judgement here.