Returning
I can’t say to be honest that I want it more than anything, but I can guarantee I need it more than a lot of things. My responses make me feel like I’m not ready, and I may not be but I’d like to try.
Without medical supervision I’d need to tether to lower my health risk doing this. Going cold turkey I had seizures or convulsions two years ago, I’m hungover to the point I can’t remember which.