Hi sadsadgirl,
I did the same as you drank on 3 separate occasions in the last few weeks.
Well done for getting back on here it’s not easy. I felt like “oh well im a binge drinker” and if i go back on SR people will think “oh not him again”. Couldn’t have been more wrong had loads of supportive replies today.
We messed up but look at the positive side we know it and we are back here starting again.