Felt the same today. Asking myself if I really want to be sober. I now I'm just feeling weak and worrying about how I will get through a holiday party this weekend. I monday 7. Everyone in my lifedrinks. It's hard.its confusing. When and how does it feel better?
I know if I drink it will be so much worse than what I am feeling now. Yet I still miss the effect of alcohol. It makes me feel crazy. Thank you for letting me vent.
I didn't drink today either. Tomorrow will be day 8.