Divorce is final
Well the divorce is final. Seeing him in court and how he looked.... he hasn’t changed. Puffy face and eyes. He seemed a little nervous too. He didn’t remember our sons birthday when asked by his lawyer. I didn’t cry. Would have if I felt like it. I pray for him every day still. He has not contacted our son. Suspecting he’s deep in addiction I think that’s a good thing. I feel guilty and anxious sometimes. Is that normal? I think about some of the things he said like “who would ever want you?” “I hate you and regret the day he (our son) was born”. All in all is just sad. His ears are bigger and his abdomen stocked way out. I’d guess he weighs close to 280+ and eyes are bloodshot. His face is red and bumpy. Not the handsome man I married 😞 what a waste.