i had tough times over thanksgiving. it seemed to be everywhere i turned my head.
within 2 minutes of walking into the thanksgiving meal it was offered to me. i had dreams that i failed (a friend offered and i took it), that dream included having to come clean on SR. in the dream, i even woke up from a dream (i dreamed about having a dream in a dream) wondering if i had actually failed in reality.
but there is more, i took the entire week off work and after all chores were done and it was just me i felt several strong urges. crazy that i'm over 2 months clean and a serious pull rears it's head frequently.
i'm very happy to say, despite all of this, i resisted the urges and didn't slip.
heck i just got back from a private personal training session and i could smell it on my trainers breath!
on another note my best friend went to our hometown for thanksgiving and he ran into it everywhere as well but abstained just as i did. it's not easy but can be done, PEACE!