Sweetheart, you ARE good enough. You're an attractive, smart, capable woman. You're good enough for YOU, is the main thing...he's not good enough for you, though...but you KNOW this...you've known it; your gut has been telling you this has been going on...my mom has always said, "A woman knows." And, it's so true. We know. There have been times when my gut has given me that sinking feeling when I just know. And, sometimes I have truly wished my gut was wrong. But, it is usually right, try as I may to ignore it. Anyways. I'm sorry you're faced with this, but you can get through it somehow and hopefully rid yourself of this terrible plague and go on to have a more fulfilling relationship with someone who treats you right. Big hugs.