I have always felt there is something wrong with me.
I mean I don’t know, I am not Miss Universe, but I am a good looking woman, smart (clearly not in this case), fun
I always felt I am not good enough to him and I used to find him search for escorts online and I knew he loved strip joints but I figured he grew out of it.
But the way he had sex with me, I just knew he was sleeping with these women... I didn’t want to believe it.
Today is the proof I finally got to take a deep breath and say: the whole ******* thing is over.
I feel disgusting, but moreso I feel it’s my fault. I just simply was never good enough for him.