BB - tears brimming.
I am actually looking forward to my hike more now, and God will surely be going along with me. I may even bring my journal and jot down some melody compositions.
You know every night now when I lay my head to sleep, I thank God for another sober day and night. I hope that gratitude carries with me into tomorrow and every day.
Mt - you said it right there: it's not fun anymore. Just gets that cycle going again - I am still scratching my head how I managed to get off that merry-go-round this time, but grateful I have. I have to keep replaying that tape.
Each contribution here is putting back pieces together for me and those mindful practices that saw me sober before. Thank you for helping me to remember.