Tough morning
My AXBF texted me at 6am, and I could tell he'd been out drinking. This is the first episode since he's been moved out; I'm guessing it won't be the last... it's an endless cycle for him. He never did end up attending an AA mtg.
What I want to do - is tell him I know he's been out drinking all night, tell him how disappointed I am in him.
What I'm trying to do -- is put it out of my mind, stay distracted, remind myself that this is why I broke up with him. He's clearly not ready to change and that's on him; he can choose to destroy his life however he wants.
But not responding, and saying what I want, is SO difficult.