Originally Posted by
FreeOwl 
Doesn't really matter "why".
Doesn't even really matter what "regular" might or might not be.
Point is; those of us suffering from alcohol addiction definitively, consistently, and without a doubt have developed specific patterns of thinking that tend to lead us right back into the depths of addiction if allowed to take the wheel.
These are the things that in the newness of my recovery I want to learn. First thing I had to get honest about was my alcoholism.