Well, I have made it the first 12 hours and certainly am feeling encouraged that I can do this.
I'm finding that my mind is all over the place and I can't stop feeling guilty for the whole lying issue. ( I lied to work to take the week off) They bought the story, but I know the truth and it's eating me up...guilt and shame are keeping me from relaxing and resting. I guess this is what happens when the alcohol addiction has taken over, we simply can't make sane choices...
